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HOW I GOT INTO SCIENTOLOGY AND WHY I GOT OUT -- ILLUSTRATED INTERVIEW WITH JASON BEGHE |
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Besides the fact that all these fucking claims, how about a little fucking evidence? I'm not talking about prove to me there's God.
I mean, it's just some pretty fucking sweeping things like, "Well, you know, you have to take responsibility for salvaging beings." Like this whole Xenu thing is insane. People believe it. Why? Because LRH said it. Just like I was talking about the psyches. There's no fucking evidence. It's just chatter about nothing. There's no fucking evidence. And they call it "Scientology" --
like it's got some fucking hypothesis and some "if then" and "here's the proof," and "this is this." And that's the other fucking thing I realize in listening to all the congresses. This motherfucker! Listen, if you're doing something Scientology, some science, you gotta have a bunch of fucking people to test the fucking thing. What did he do it on? Three of his fucking friends? "That's it! You're clear now!
Okay! Let's have a congress, because it worked!"
You change the wording from "Come up to present time," to "COME up to present time."
And that's a congress! And it worked on Joe! "Joe, yeah, go try that." I mean, it's insane. I think he believed it some of the time. Q. What would you say to current management? A. Well I don't get it. I don't get it.
The lower level people that I know in the Sea Org, like Dave Petit, I can talk to Dave right now. "DAVE, YOU KNOW! YOU GOTTA JUSTIFY. YOU FUCKING KNOW. I KNOW THAT YOU KNOW.
AND EITHER YOU'RE A LIAR, AND YOU'RE REALLY EVIL, AND YOU JUST WANT TO GET UP ON TOP AND SOMEHOW WIN THE THING -- WHICH I DOUBT, BUT IT'S POSSIBLE --
BUT THE OTHER SIDE OF IT IS YOU KNOW! YOU KNOW! AND IT'S NOT JUST MY FUCKING STORY --
AND YOU KNOW THAT TOO! SO YOU KNOW!" I would imagine these people get so justified. And when you get into a group, I would imagine they have their own little group. And in my opinion, just to use more of that nomenclature from Scientology, another way to say it is the further up the Bridge you get, and the further up the Sea Org you get, the more PTS you get. And you think PTS is "I'm feeling shitty," or "I've got a cold," or "I broke my leg." You think that's what it is. That's a level of PTSness where at least you're aware something's wrong. When you're sitting there and you're so "PTS" --
that you think you're saving this sector of the galaxy, I mean, what can you say? Either hopefully, for your own sake, you're just a plain old SP and you want money and power. If you actually believe that shit, because remember, you can wake up just like that. If you really believe that, then you're so far gone. I mean, that's gone! That's gone! And I don't believe anybody's that gone. It's like a guy who has a $500 a day habit. You know, he started with one toke, or whatever the fuck it is.
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